[Kyna leads Wash back to her apartment, arm linked through his as usual. It's still a little strange with the armor, but she finds she's already getting used to it, for better or for worse. At least he loosened up at the speakeasy, and at least he seems pretty relaxed now. She unlocks the door and tugs him inside, then turns to face him with a grin.]
See? Not so bad, right?
See? Not so bad, right?
[After Kyna slams the door shut on Ephemera, she tells herself whatever he was talking about doesn't mean anything. She knows how much he hates Wash, so why wouldn't he twist something awful to implicate him? He's trying to rile her up, and that's it.
Unfortunately, it works. Kyna reaches for her necklace instinctively, then stops herself. A tell, Wash called it, so she sets to pacing instead. Fifteen minutes later, she still can't calm down, so she grabs her phone.]
what are you doing?
Unfortunately, it works. Kyna reaches for her necklace instinctively, then stops herself. A tell, Wash called it, so she sets to pacing instead. Fifteen minutes later, she still can't calm down, so she grabs her phone.]
what are you doing?
[Kyna absolutely does not go to see a medic, because she's stubborn and pissed off. Actually, she goes straight to Wash, knocking on his door. Hopefully he's having a good morning, because his day is about to suck. She's not holding her side anymore, but she is carrying herself with the telltale awkwardness of someone in pain.]
[Kyna's ribs are officially healed and Ephemera is no longer an issue, and she decides she really doesn't have an excuse to stay at Wash's anymore, even if living alone isn't her favorite thing in the world. She's overstaying her welcome, and she's a little surprised Wash hasn't said anything yet. Maybe he's just too nice, or maybe he still feels guilty about her ribs.
So, Kyna tracks him down in the kitchen, touching his arm gently.]
Hey. Um. I know I've been here a while, so I figured... You know. I should get out of your way today.
So, Kyna tracks him down in the kitchen, touching his arm gently.]
Hey. Um. I know I've been here a while, so I figured... You know. I should get out of your way today.
[After Kyna's impromptu lesson with Ephemera, she starts to head back towards the bar for another drink, only to spot a very familiar suit of grey and yellow armor and correct course. Sometime during the last few weeks she's started to light up when she sees him, helmet or no helmet, and it's gotten painfully obvious.]
Hey! When did you get here?
Hey! When did you get here?
[After Harlan knocks Wash unconscious, they bring him to the clinic. Kyna's taken his armor off and settled him on a makeshift cot on the floor with his hands tied. She briefly considered tying him more securely than that, but she just... couldn't. Seeing him controlled by the Null is bad enough, and even this feels dehumanizing somehow. Still, she knows they can't really take the chance of him waking up and still being controlled, and she knows this is the only real solution. He'd tell her to do it if he could.
Kyna's done her best to heal his wounds with her necklace, but they aren't completely gone, and she's planted herself on the floor next to him, stroking his hair gently while she waits for him to wake up. She's praying there isn't any permanent damage.]
Kyna's done her best to heal his wounds with her necklace, but they aren't completely gone, and she's planted herself on the floor next to him, stroking his hair gently while she waits for him to wake up. She's praying there isn't any permanent damage.]
[It's been weeks since Kyna came back, and weeks since she's been able to cast anything. She's been trying constantly, in every spare second she's alone. Even Harlan has been working with her, trying to teach her simple cantrips, but nothing's worked. It doesn't make any sense. Even when her focus was screwed up, she could still cast. Her spells were wild and unpredictable, but they still worked.
Wash is gone, out patrolling, and so Kyna is taking the opportunity to give it another shot for the millionth time. She's trying to cast the first cantrip her dad ever taught her, a spell she's been using regularly since she was a kid. It should be stunningly easy—causing the pendant in her hands to glow, and that's it. Even if she can't cast the spell, she should feel something. That familiar sweep in her stomach, like the best kind of anticipation, close to an adrenaline rush, even with the simplest of cantrips. She doesn't feel it. She doesn't feel anything, not even a connection to her focus. No matter how long she stares at the pendant, no matter how much she breaks down the steps of casting the spell, no matter how long she paces, nothing is happening. Nothing has changed, despite her near obsessive attempts. Kyna has never felt this worthless and helpless in her life, and for a split second, staring down at the necklace, she thinks she knows how her dad felt, desperate enough to make a deal with something that he didn't understand just to keep his magic.
The thought, fleeting as it is, scares the shit out of her, and she tries to tamp it down. It's easier to cling to her anger instead, to let that overwhelm all of her vulnerability and fear, because it feels so much less pathetic. It's much, much easier to just stop thinking, grab the closest breakable thing, and hurl it at the wall with an inarticulate cry.]
Wash is gone, out patrolling, and so Kyna is taking the opportunity to give it another shot for the millionth time. She's trying to cast the first cantrip her dad ever taught her, a spell she's been using regularly since she was a kid. It should be stunningly easy—causing the pendant in her hands to glow, and that's it. Even if she can't cast the spell, she should feel something. That familiar sweep in her stomach, like the best kind of anticipation, close to an adrenaline rush, even with the simplest of cantrips. She doesn't feel it. She doesn't feel anything, not even a connection to her focus. No matter how long she stares at the pendant, no matter how much she breaks down the steps of casting the spell, no matter how long she paces, nothing is happening. Nothing has changed, despite her near obsessive attempts. Kyna has never felt this worthless and helpless in her life, and for a split second, staring down at the necklace, she thinks she knows how her dad felt, desperate enough to make a deal with something that he didn't understand just to keep his magic.
The thought, fleeting as it is, scares the shit out of her, and she tries to tamp it down. It's easier to cling to her anger instead, to let that overwhelm all of her vulnerability and fear, because it feels so much less pathetic. It's much, much easier to just stop thinking, grab the closest breakable thing, and hurl it at the wall with an inarticulate cry.]
[Wash hasn't quite moved out yet, but Kyna figures it's probably time to get her stuff out of the way, so she tells him she's going out for a bit and scrounges up a big backpack from one of the shops. It'll be less crap for him to pack up, and she doubts his friends are going to be cool with an unofficial extra roommate anyway.
She starts in his room, working on emptying the drawer in his dresser she's commandeered. God, how does she have this many clothes over here, anyway?]
She starts in his room, working on emptying the drawer in his dresser she's commandeered. God, how does she have this many clothes over here, anyway?]
Hello Washington; I hope you're alright after everything that happened a few days ago. I wanted to speak with you about something unrelated, but it is not an emergency and so it can wait, if necessary.
[The sooner the better of course, but not if Washington needs time to recover or anything like that.]
[The sooner the better of course, but not if Washington needs time to recover or anything like that.]
[After Kyna sees Laura's post, and more importantly, sees Wash's reaction to Laura's post, she makes a beeline for his house. She's praying that he's still there and she hasn't just missed him, because she has a good feeling what his plans are, and she knows how absolutely terribly they could go. She's already vibrating with anxiety, and knocks on the door far harder than she actually needs to.]
Wash?
Wash?
Please tell me you're where you're supposed to be and everyone is in one piece.
[Because, shit. Water, water, and more water.]
[Because, shit. Water, water, and more water.]
[ Epsilon has been trying to not be quite as much of a dick with Wash as he normally is. Keyword: try. But sometimes an opportunity comes up and there's no way to resist it. Which is why when Wash heads out of the house for a few hours without his armor on Epsilon steals his helmet and... bedazzled the shit out of it.
The helmet gets returned to its exact place in Wash's room except now it resembles a disco ball. Epsilon heads back to his room to wait for the fallout on that particular event. ]
The helmet gets returned to its exact place in Wash's room except now it resembles a disco ball. Epsilon heads back to his room to wait for the fallout on that particular event. ]
[ Ephemera looks very confused and slightly alarmed. ]
Got one of your guys here. Says he's...Double O Donut or something?
[ Save him. Please. ]
Got one of your guys here. Says he's...Double O Donut or something?
[ Save him. Please. ]
[ A few hours later, this shows up. ]
my captains here
keep your people away from spire 4 im watching him
my captains here
keep your people away from spire 4 im watching him
Hey. Just so you don't freak out when you get home--
[ Fuck, this is weird. Giving Wash a heads up instead of waiting to hear the fireworks of him losing his shit. ]
York is here. Carolina found him and brought him back to the house.
[ Fuck, this is weird. Giving Wash a heads up instead of waiting to hear the fireworks of him losing his shit. ]
York is here. Carolina found him and brought him back to the house.
[When Wash comes home, Kyna is gone, which isn't entirely unusual. What is unusual is the carefully folded note on his pillow.
Wash—
Remember that time I gave you all of those reasons I wanted to be with you? I thought you could use another list.
I know you never really believe me when I say things like this, but you make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world. Or ever. You're one of the bravest, toughest, most caring people I know, and you still care about people even after all the crap they've put you through.
I've never, ever felt as comfortable with anyone the way I do with you. Even when you screw up, you do everything you can to fix it, and it makes me want to be better too. You've worked through so much since we met, and I'm really proud of you. I'm proud to be your girlfriend, too. I'd brag to everyone all the time if I didn't think people would get sick of it and go nuts.
If I had to go back in time and someone gave me a choice about getting stuck here, I'd say yes every time so I could be with you.
Anyway, I have a surprise for you, so meet me at the hot springs?
❤️Kyna
(This is totally the sappiest thing I've ever written in my entire life, and it's all your fault.)
It is very, very obvious she agonized over that little note for way too long.]
Wash—
Remember that time I gave you all of those reasons I wanted to be with you? I thought you could use another list.
I know you never really believe me when I say things like this, but you make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world. Or ever. You're one of the bravest, toughest, most caring people I know, and you still care about people even after all the crap they've put you through.
I've never, ever felt as comfortable with anyone the way I do with you. Even when you screw up, you do everything you can to fix it, and it makes me want to be better too. You've worked through so much since we met, and I'm really proud of you. I'm proud to be your girlfriend, too. I'd brag to everyone all the time if I didn't think people would get sick of it and go nuts.
If I had to go back in time and someone gave me a choice about getting stuck here, I'd say yes every time so I could be with you.
Anyway, I have a surprise for you, so meet me at the hot springs?
❤️Kyna
(This is totally the sappiest thing I've ever written in my entire life, and it's all your fault.)
It is very, very obvious she agonized over that little note for way too long.]
[ Shortly after this encounter: ]
Blond male. Shield like North's. Know?
[ A moment later: ]
Lot of flowers.
[ Maine's going with that, because honestly? He has no idea how to explain all the flower-growing. ]
Blond male. Shield like North's. Know?
[ A moment later: ]
Lot of flowers.
[ Maine's going with that, because honestly? He has no idea how to explain all the flower-growing. ]
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